It seems I worried a couple of people with that first post. I suppose this kind of thing is a bit out of character for me and I know that I’ve always played my cards close to my chest on personal issues like this so some people might be a bit surprised to hear me banging on about loneliness and abandoning hope. All I was doing is trying to describe how it feels to be lonely sometimes, rest assured that I am not trapped in some never ending depressive funk. Its not a recent thing by any means but its just something that happens. It’s a part of my life and so a part of me. It hasn’t always been this way and it wont last forever. I didnt want people to worry about me but i guess I did want to draw some attention, I realised that I cant complain about not being understood and not having my feelings considered if i never tell anybody what I'm feeling. Not that I'm really looking to complain either, I guess I just want people to know. Everyone gets lonely, loneliness is a horrendous thing but its something that nobody really talks about so I figure I’ll give it a go as and when the mood strikes me.
Keep watching the skies citizens.
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You know my ears are always open(as they tend to be, you know, being ears and all) and I'm glad that you've found a way to vocalise your feelings. I know it feels good to get shit of your chest, so keep it up! Release it upon the unsuspecting world! And while you're at it, finish that old sandwich story you talked about years ago. I always wanted to read the end...
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